scared

I'm too scared to write. There's nothing less meaningful than empty words.
Should I tell you what went on today. Just the facts? How do I go deeper?
Someone ask me a question and I'll answer. How's that?

dang

I wanted to do something special today.  You know, for Leap Year.  It's one extra day.  24 hours that we mom's always complain about needing.  It's just a regular Friday here.  That's good too.  so thankful to get to spend time with the kids, that they are healthy and basically happy.

Still, I almost tired of saying, well... not at this season in my life.  When everyone gets older.

The baby just had his first skipped feeding so I guess everyone is getting older.  He didn't seem to mind at all.

I'm reading the Spirit of St. Louis by Charles Lindbergh.  So good.  Makes me want to fly again.  Makes me proud for so many reasons.  I feel like he won't get to Paris until I read along as he's flying.  I'm in the cockpit with him.

goodness

Goodness it's beautiful today. It's early still, the baby is sleeping and my 2yr.old is watching LIttle Einsteins until we can make scones together. I stopped at the grocery store after dropping off the 4 yr old at preschool and everyone was so nice. NOrmally it would bug me how nice everyone was. But not today. THey seemed genuine in their question and I was genuine in return.
I came to the breakfast table singing, "Oh what a beautiful morning.." I like musicals. Oklahoma isn't that great as it gets too dark for me. I love Sound of Music! Music is great for setting a mood, for calming a tense situation... I'm just so bummed that God didn't bless me with a great voice. I'd love to sing like Crystal Lewis, but I know he's pleased with my praise.
THanks!

welcome to me

I'm here.  It was pretty busy today.  I look back and hope and pray I did the right thing for everyone, for me spending my time wisely, for the kids, connecting with each of them, for my husband, lots of praise and affection.

A lot got done but there's always more to do.

I am not a writer, or a singer so don't look for anything too exciting.